know her ppl?
of course u dontt.
haha.
i intro her for you uhhh!?
she's hanna.
my soon to be cousin. haha
i love her.
i love her.
she's better then an honda crossroad i tell youuu!.
she is second in heart. i move her up!. haha. =D\
donneee.
hana is hungry. and she didnt know what she eat for sahor.
her birthday is on the 4/11
yes yes. =D
i love her.
hahaha.
okaaayy. byeeee. =D

lets see.
nothing much happen laaaa.
but must thank miss hanna for entertaining me for the past days.
hahha.
she made me laugh. like alot.
p.s, your still 5th in my heart hanna dear. ahah
didnt attend school today.
cause didnt feel like it.
and im still coughing like one mad woman.
hanna told me hanan is sick too. :(

tomoro die die must go school.
cause uhh. i need to pay for the grad hi tea thingy.
i donno why? but im really excited for it.
hahaha.
it will be my second 'prom night' :)

hanan
hanan
hanan
i miss uuuu!!
where are you!?
what are u doing?
did u miss meee?
hana wants to be first in my heart.
i told her no. she still insist , how?
come home soon laaa.
i wan u too see the long anni wish i typed out for u!
balik la cepaattt.

okay laaa.
bye. :(

firstly,

SERIOUS MAHA SERIOUS AKU NAK GI!!

second,
school was a bore.
asthma attck again in d&t.
-.-
short breath .
lepak-ed after school with aida and nats.
nothing much.
when home.
walked pass famous amos. hehe. =D
reached home. lap top on. uniform still on. hahahah =D

thirdly,
many ppl seems to like break up now a days.
i wanted to blog longer.
but no mood now. bye

*fuck!

im sad. really.
but heck. i shall pretend everything is fine.

well,
bby is no longer here.
he left at 2 i think?
i miss him already. :)
but i have to say something bby.
when u left. something felt really wrong.
u were like moody.
neither did u say 'i love you d'
:(
but yeah, i know u love me. :)
i myself am not sure when his getting back here.
but yeah. i shall wait. =D

alot of question is like running through my brain right now.
but yeaah.
no matter what, i still can never get the answerr.

on a happier note.
painted my room . pagoda red.
its like a dark shade of pink yet red-ish,
both of kakak and mine fav colour.
just need to add the polka dot shape in later.
while typing this. im think of hanan. haha.
and yeah.
super sore arm.
sore throat.
sore heart.
coughs.
mucus dripping off my nose like waterr! *disgusting, i know.
and a body temperature which does not stay constant.
kadang2 hot kadang2 normal.

sort of scared to go to school tomoro.
what if my name kene panggil.
malu? no laaa. but will get nervous.
not in mood now.
byeybye.

yeah.
lets see.
yesterday arguement is over.
i dono how we make it out? hha
how uh baby?
all i know was, i was talking to hana about DANIEL HENG
then u sms-ed me saying 'i hate u uh i hate u thaqifah'
then u 'hahah'
got one question , now sape giler aiman hanan rafi? you or me? haha

okaay.
yesterday outing was a bore. :(
but at least i get to see fadhli! yay!
and today, they all when to johor.
its sooo unfair. haha.
but then again, even if i get to know.
i will think twice before going.
hanan is leaving tomoro. i wan to like spend time with him.
our anni is around the cornerrr.
3 more days.
this is the second time that he leaves for aust on our anni. gaa
HE IS ON HIS GAME RIGHT NOOW!~~ pfft.
& im sickkkk! haha.
dono got it from who?
either saidah or kakak. -.-

and sooooo.
slept at 4am just now yesterday!
layankan si tak betol tu! NABEY-LAH!
i was at war. hahahaha.
cursing and calling her bad names.
but hahahahhaa. i love u human! =D
and ibu buat this noughat kuih thingy.
sedap. hahahahah!
aaaaahhhh! food glorious food.

okay. bye.

im sad, just covering it up with a little laughter and giggles

im sorry.
im sorry cause im always the reason we started having arguements.
im childish. getting mad over little things.
i never wanna be mad again if i could.
like u said. we argue over little things.
then let it stay little. we shall not make a big fuss about it.
i know u're trying, i can tell.
i am too, im trying not to loose my temper every single second.
i miss u.
i love u.
and im sorry.

we've made it this far. dont let it go please.
and i'll be waiting for the day when my touch can take all these pain away.
for now, just stay. please.
i love you

it really hurts seeing us this way.

okay.
lets seeee.
yesterday was friday. =D
happy day.
what i did in school? okay.
sleep in chem(2period), math(1period), recess(1period), reflection(2period?)
well, all and all. i slept most of the time.
EXCEPT english period. heee.
watched shutter. still im not afraid to become a photographer in the mear future.
=D
after school, when to cp.
with shida, nats, nabs and karina.
i wen there to top up my pre8. which is left with 1dolar plus plus now.
:(
nats when there to buy the head ban thingy.
i have 6 of it already. and a'ah nats! aku proud ahhh! haha.
and karina got her concession thingy.
then walk around for a while.

well, the actual plan waas.
today i have like study session with karina and joe and azneil.
but i was sick. so i told karina i'll give it a skip.
*hey it rhymes~
plus i was very very tired.
sooo, karina when off.
then i receive a phone call from her saying that i had to be there. haha
cause joe wanted me there. -.-
and sooo, i left shida and nats and nabs.
meet karina, toook cab there.
got there. azniel was already there.
waved hello. and studied,
d&t and did the malay hw.
theeeen. joe came. he was late! -.-
follwed by nabs, who came . haha.

then after everyone was done studying.
when home. oh yeaaahhh. someone snap someone elses guitar string.
we slack and talked crap after 1hr of studying? yeah yeah.
ish ish ish ish.

got home.
changed.
when to tamp.
buke there, eat forget whattt.
search for raya shoe. but no size and nothing caught my eye.
when home.
sleep.
oh yeah. almost cried inside the bus otw there.
why?
dont bother knowing alright?

now, just woke up from my not yet enough sleep.
going to sleep now.
bye.
*going geylang today. =D

because TURKEY runs for long distance and thats FAR. and TURKEY nvr been afraid of anything and TURKEY is harmless animal

someone created that name for me.
kinda cool.
getting sick of thugkayfarr. haha
turkey it is then. lol!!

hey baack again to update on my fantastic life. haha
and soooo, so was fine as always.
mrs yap didnt like come. like party a lil'
sooo, headed home straight after school.
got home. change and doze of till 2?
sha sms-ed and raudah did too they wanted to like hang around.
i was like okaay? sure thing.

sooooo,
showered, changed and when out.
uuhhh,,, yeah i was late. haha
was realy happy to see them. they have not changed abit.
still the same. haha.
unlike the others who changed in a bad way.
catch up with all the crap. and yeah. had ALOT of fun.
oh yeahhhhhh!!!
joe join us too.
its been 3 weeks since i last saw him
haha. he is like my like.
okay here it is, since i grad. i didnt contact with any of the primary school kid.
but someone he was the first one i contacted back again with.
yeah. sooo
chit and chat
when home after.

buke luar with ibu.
ljs at compass.
yummy! hahah. ramai of ppl uh
and damn itt. the place is small like fuck!
aahha

had a small arguement with bby today
but like i said.
we both use water hose to clear things up,
we dont like to get our hands dirty u see. haha

okay. bye bye.

i donno.
but i just feel like updating this.
haha.

im thankful to have the family i have now,
they can somehow entertain my crap and all the trouble i have cause
for example the primary 5 accident
where i had to get stiches and all.
and when we had a major family problem, ibu was there always.
aawww kaan? hahah.
and kakak. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
somtimes i pity her. ROFL.
kene layan me. i dono how many times i made her angry
but i make her laugh more then angry uh.
Kan kan kan kak!? hahaha
muhd izz darwisy? , no comment.

FRIENDS.

i shall name a feww, how is real close to my heart.

1)NUR AMALINA BINTE KAMARUDDIN
~ when i first met her i tot she was a mixed blood.
ade la sikit darah indian. but turn out, she pure malay.
same cca since sec 1. didnt really talk to her that much.
sec 2, she got in the n-A stream.
thats is when we bacame close.
=D
of course, had a major and little misunderstanding between the years.
BFF still.
oh yeah. we make each other laugh constantly.
she is someone i wanna be friends with forever. haha.
i love u BITCH

2)NUR SYAWALIZA BINTE ABDULLAH
~she and i know each other since sec 2.
same as a-lyn. cause she was in our class for math.
she is the garang one among us. haha
and they both, can listen and understand me. =D
and this girl right her is just real bucket of fun.
she might be a snobbish looking girl.
but she is actually soft hearted kinda girl.
heh! jgn kembang.
i love this human being.

3) MUHD ZIKRI BIN ZAINUDIN
~ he, he is my bested dude friend.
i tell him anything and everything and he can simply layan me till he cant layan me anymore.
haha.
eventhough i haven heard from him for a very long time.
i know he's tinking of me LOL!!
he is busy mugging for his o level now. haha
he assured me everything will be okay even when its not.
and i appriciate him. alot. haha
he is turning 16 this 30th. =D

SOMEONE SPECIAL.

AIMAN HANAN RAFI
~i cant remember excactly when i know him or first talk to him.
but i remember that i really didnt like him the first time.
i tot he was weird.
but u will always hate something or someone before u love it.
as days passed, i got to know him.
he was a player from what i can tell.
but haha. i fell in love with him.
soo yeah, on the 24.03.08 things happen.
and till now, we're together. haha.
im really happy to be with him. =D
we've been through shit, but we both use a water hose to clear things
hahha
i love him.

okay. done.
i love life
ahhahahahahha
random giler kan ni post? =D

ppl ppl ppl.
didnt attend school today
woke up at 10.
and found out that a-lyn and saidah didnt go to school too
sehati, tige-tige sakit jiwaaa! =D
ibu was like 'melampau uh adek!'
but what can i doo? hahha
sooo sleep in till 1pm?

then,
woke up , mandi , sms-ed/msg-ed bby.
he sms-ed me in his sleep.
oh yeaaahhhhhh!!!
haha. tragic.
bby sms me to wake me up.
like i told him too.
but i was charging it. sooo didnt feel and vibration.
thats one of the reason i didnt wake up uh. haha.

my da was BORING!
except that bby made me laugh like alot
haha, happy happy.
he better uhhh! since he will be living in
6 DAYS.
:(
i wonder if when we grow older, will he be the one to be like asking me to marry him
propose i mean. haha

done with that
ibu da start buat kuih.
mati ooooohhhhhhhh!
and yeah, since she was busy buat-ing kuih
i had to go to compass pon to buy food for buke.
oh yeah. did i tell u!
i bump into aliff aziz the other da kat bazaar geylang
WAAAHHHH!*sarcastic. i hate him, haha
and kakak was on tv. hahaha
i have a popular sister. but im still prettier.
hahahahahahahhahahahahahah!
she bought me a bag.
her birthday and ibu birthday coming.
i declear myself banksrupt for the month of octorberrr
hahaha. like understand
buat card suaaa
with my face in it
soo, when dorang tido pon ingat my face
sweet kan?

okay byee

hello.
da lame tak blog eh?
haha.

here it is.
my life has been great.
like i said previously,
great friends and BOYFRIEND. =D
aiman hanan is my first like official boyfriend.
i wan him to be the first and last.
yeah, still have yet to meet. but whatever.
his leaving soon. :( sedih sekali.
but yeahhh. gonna treasure my time with him till like he leave.

and yeah,
i miss him already . his fast asleep now.
and miss miyake. i mi her alot. =D
and my studies is going down and i sooo need to buck up.

on the phone now.
susah nak type, update laterr. bye bye

i love aiman hanan!

jalan ini jauh
namun kita tempuh
bagai bumi ini
hanya milik berdua.


hardcore. hahahahaha!

well, im realy hoping the ibu will get her pay today
so can buke luar.
she siang2 da warn!
nari buke maggie if she never get her pay
terok berok uh?
just realise.
she was bloody pissed at me yesterday during sahor.
and today, she was pissed at kakak.
gees! tomoro si pprball tu uh.
confirm! haha

didnt go to schol today.
slight fever and headache. =D
best uh? woke up at.. 1235 -.-
mum called to wake me up.
after that sms-es bby to wake him up.
hobby uh! hahha.
thats all uh.
oh yeah. talk to liza for a while.
well, she didnt go to school. a'lyn didnt
ayu too, aida also.
hilyah pon
haha. 4n3 without the malay girls?
i cant imagine how it is like. hahaha.
quiet maybe? and yeah fill with my chinese friends.
except for rozaini who came i think?

thats it for now.
*if ibu get he pay today, nak gi makan ban mian! yay! haha

Labels: ban mian addict.

and im using mozilla now.
i think thats how its being spelled.
and then.
i make hanan wait AGAIN!
this time i dono if its myy fault or what.
now baru okay.
AKU PANGKA MSN MESSENGERRR!

had fun yesterday.
4obia was a great movie.
and it also help me like crash one of my ambition.
which is to be an air stewardess. that is if i can slim down.
well, something happen.
lazy to elaborate. hha.

and now ackk from school.
im sick.
down with a slight fever and headache.
i hae mr eswaran. yup yup.
and just finish watching the butterfly on youtube.
and it was great.
the best friend turn out to be a lesbian.
and the kissed during the last part.
had a major arguement with family.
except the sibs uh.

and yeah.
hanan is currently pissed at me.
like i need it.
but it my fault.
for making him wait for my damn msges.
prepaid was low. didnt help either. _l_
got home and change to the M1 number ibu bought few month back.
so now im here.
hungy and sick and screwed.
it feels like.. eating ljs combo 1 with extra fries.
just that. it taste horrilbe.
damn uh?

okay bye.

ZAMAN TERKENTAL NUR'THAQIFAH HARON. LOOK AND DO NOT LAUGH.

im bless.
=D
i've got great friends.
and boyfriend. =D
i miss him very very very very very much.

spending my last 2 days with a'lyn and liza was great/
had aloooot of laughing moments.
lets see, where to start.
from the britney tombak joke.
my bro pprball joke.
to aloot of others uh. haha
had a heart to heart, exchange thoughs kinda talk.
oh yeah. the vibrator game. HAHAHAH.
funnest moment. =D
and lepak session too.
i love them uh in like conclusion. haha.
=D

things between us have been great uh?
=D
i love aiman hanan oh soo much.
=D
i feel alooot more secure blogging now. haha.
cause those ppl i invited are.
you. yes you. hahha.

cant wait for hari raya to comee.
sadness fill in when i know, the collection money abit kurang.
:(
i might be buke-ing with my friends tomoro.
if ibu kasi uh. =D
and i bought groseries for ibu just now.
a'lyn and liza came along too .
i bought 1 kilo chicken yada yada yada.
feel very the motherly. hahahahah! =D
fun i must say.
and i wan that baju from that shop *hinttobby. =D
okaaay.
i wanna watch phobia. caan?

bye now.
ngantooook gilerrrrrr nye.
bby have gone missing.
somebody tell him to top up can?
tsk. =D

going to.
tomoro.
read while u can.
reason?
i dont like people butting in my life.
then why create a blog at the first place?

i tot maybe i can just insert all my feeling and all of the bloody anxiety i have.
and not having ppl to comment it.
realisticly, everyone who read my post will have a tot of thier own.
cant stop that. yeah, i know.

but yeah.
thats why i letting certain ppl read it.
those people i really really trust.
those whom i am not going to invite.
just remove my blog link off u blog.
aite?
k bye.

im going out. yeah.
bye.
in completely no mood.
bye.
fuck.

since im graduatiing this year.
im going to state all thr thing
im going to miss being in secondary school.

im going to miss my friends.
im going to miss miss zu.
im going to miss lepak-ing with them after school.
im going to miss NV MODERN DANCE
im going to miss the cheap yet tak sedap food.
im going to miss my table.
im going to miss kutok-ing the teacher's *haha.
im going to miss not wearing socks to school. *haha
im going to miss using the phone senyap2.

im not going to miss wearing the uniform
im not going to miss the stupid school rules.
im not going to miss waking up at 6.
im not going to miss having PE.

okay. thats all i can come out with.
bye. this time serious, no more post. haha

okkaaayyy.
i plan to like update something for bby.
but my bro must bloody ruin it. hahahahah!

okaaaay.
he just fucking made my day uhh.
like. bby did like made my day too.
but he toped it off. hahhaha
here's what happen.
well, he was happily doing his homework.
then he go make some small ppr ball. then he go put near his ear
*pardon the english.
then it when in his bloody ear.
and now its there.
he bloody moan and cry shouthing my 'IBUUUUU!!!'
like as if my mum passed a way or something
and yeah. i fucking laugh haaarrrdd
im just waiting for ibu to come home and help him.
=D
i should have taken a video when he told me laaa. ahahaha
okay done.

another topic.
i didnt tell u guys eh.
hanan and i had an argument yesterday.
but we okay now. =D
thank god.
and soooooooo he told me.
his friends all, are bloody officially single.
haha. and he want to follow suit too.
he deserve a spanking laaaa. by urs trully. haha
if jiwe also , no need super extreme whaaat.
and he finnaly update his blog.
and fucck it if im going to get spamm.

im hungry. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
i like fasting but the bangon sahut part aku benci. haha.
nak ban mian.
TOLONG LAAAAA . AKU NAK CEKEK BAN MIAN!!!
okay bye.
nari gi buke kat banquet.
finaaly buke luaarrrr. =D

thaqifah <3 aiman hanan says:
ayah work.
thaqifah <3 aiman hanan says:
kakak work,
thaqifah <3 aiman hanan says:
ibu work.
thaqifah <3 aiman hanan says:
i alone at home with izz.
thaqifah <3 aiman hanan says:
=.=
guardian angel says:
boyfriend work
guardian angel says:
hahaha




ALL I NEED IS A BUDDY TO TEMAN ME EAT BAN MIANN.
but everybody is soooooo bloody busy making money.
:(

and soo.
yesterday buke sorang2 kat rumah.
makan depan comp.
ayah ibu boy gone.
kakak work. -.-
thats all.
oh wait!
had major major mood swings.
well, was real tired.
bby, was really uhh. okay. he keep asking 'why?'
and it frustrate the hell out of me if i dont know the answer.

okay done.

today, most probably saddest dayof my life.
plan with primary kiddos cancel.
soo ask my darling bithces if they cold?
both cant.
amy also cannot cause she's at hosp. got adek baru. hha. =D
sha didnt reply.
karina too.
dare not ask bby. haha.
his missing. tak sms meee. :(
imisshim.
& all i want is a buddy to teman me have ban mian for buke laterrrr.
i think im lacking of friends. haha.
i mean like i love the friends i have.
but u knoow. no harm making new friends kaan?
so that can ask one by one who wan to keluar all.
tsskk.
so harapan nak makan ban mian terputus. -.-
been craving for it for the past months.
a-lyn know just how much i wan to have like ban mian.
kan fucking telan 2 bowls laa. *nipartdabedek.

now, waiting for mum to come home.
and complain she dono what to cook.
she will ask for suggestion. but everything i suggest gets turn down.
from tom yam, to asam pedas with alot of ladies fingure in it, to the tempei? dish i wan,
all reject.
that time she give up. kite buke maggie.
tendang pantat ke peee?
-.-
but fuck.
i dont care tomoro i wan ban mian.

okay bye.
=D

and soooo.
n level officially start today for me.
social studies is the first paper.
not a complete disaster. =D
maybe ade harapan untul lulus.
hahahhaa.
okaay. kemelayuan.

okaaaayyy.
lets seee.
woke upp then mandi. *details not need uh?
-.-
after thhhaat. revise alittle bit moree.
nothing when in. but manage to understand.
sooo it pretty much help me alittle. -.-
then straighten my fringe which is uber lonnngggg.
i need a hair cut. i swear.
after that change to my bloody ugly uniform.
and must change my bloody name tag too.
from the ThugKeyFar one to the NUR'THAQIFAH nyee.
and yeahhh.

before heading to school, when to cp for alil while.
bought something. noooo not food. im fasting.
haha.
then took 119 to schoool.
da sampai.
reach school.
did paper.
and lecture by ms zu deary. hahaha
she said this ' when u turn 18, u wan to smoke until u die also can. i dont give a shit'
i wanted to laugh out loud. but naahhh . malu siol. haha
well, she said cause someone was caught smoking at the school field.
and fuck shit. not me. haha =D
im a virgin when it comes to smoking and all.

okaaayy.
dumb part. hahahaha.
had extra lesson for english.
and fuckkk. a bimbo i am.
okaayy story goes.
i badly nak top up low prepaid. hahaha.
sooooo scracth the thing out and played 'guess what number is next' with karina
sooo after the whole number is scratch *thats what i tot.
i dial it in. hah. i tried for 5 times. still cannot.
fuck i gave up and ask karina to do it.
and soooooooooooooooo, when she did it boleh.
wanna know how cooommmeee?
cause she realise that one number was missing. -.-
then she scratch out the last number.
i beside her was laughing out loud.
i knoooow tak funny pon.
but ifu were there u would laugh too.
reaaallllyyy..

and i hope things will come out fine between azneil and kari. =D

and as for me.
bby is still on that stupid bet.
im sufferinggg.
unlove siaaa.
and he TRIED to be like some mat rep.
using those kind of language. but tak menjadi.
i love him still. haha.
se kental kental die pon. he tried. HAHAHAHAH!
love u bby. =D
=.=
okay bye now ppl.

i wan aiman hanan to say i love you to me laaaaaaaaaaa.
geram nyeee.
uurrrggghhhhh!!!