my story, here it goes.

300th post

2009-07-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

i have officially shift.
will tell you peepos where soooon enough

2009-07-09T14:30:00.001+08:00

wen my blog is coming up to its 300th post.
i have to start a new.
damnnn.
i'll keep you peeps updated where im gonna shift.
not blogger anymore for sure.
lj? wp? anywhere else besides this 2?
bye noww.

2009-07-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

im under a alot of pressure.
pfft~
the school is stealing my parents money.
i hate my life right now.
fuck everything.
bye.

2009-07-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

i cried.
i know this song like super long time ago.
still makes me cry
damn you jb bby!

2009-07-07T22:40:00.004+08:00

im pratically lost for words right now.
i dont even know what to update about?
oh yeah.
i need to lose some weight, like 5 kg?
im already cutting down on food.
jogging? not much. plan to do as much as possible.

okay.
imma gonna say this again
transformers was good.
this thrusday, watching the haunting with peepos. :)
next week harry potter coming out!
my gooooood! IM EXCITED.
the trailing damn dark kan? like .... jeffery dark.
ahahah
and my pay is , getting lesser and lesser.
bugis tomoro, but some bottoms and shirts.
running out on those. :)

okay bye

2009-07-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

i realise my blog was too wordy .
so pictures.
bye. :)

school

2009-06-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

second day of school was neutral.
its was one of those normal school days.
i spent most of my time reading, found this great book in class.
im not even half way through, the book is rather wordy.
too many big words that i have yet to look it up with the help on my missing dictionary. haha. :)

recess sucks to the freaking core.
i could totally go insane while waiting for recess,
but thanks to those crackers, i did fine. haha. :)
and wen the clock finally strikes 12pm headed down to the canteen
only find half of the stores were closed.
we have super greedy lower secondary students back in my school. _l_
the muslim store was only left with mee rebus, which is not my prefered food choices.
but i was hungry, i just eat it anyways. :(
some of my classmates didnt even get to eat.
and i guess our school felt super guilty that we didnt get much to eat, they gave out crackers ( with was not even nice ) for free during the last period.
though, the thought touched me deeply. HAH. not~

after school was spend with the girls.
:)
for a short while for myself, they headed to ayu's crib to hang.
i wen home as i was really sleepy and tired.
reached home, continue reading my book fell asleep till 7pm. ahaha
watched tv and im here. :)
and now im gone.
bye.

2009-06-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

today was the first day of school.
was looking forward to meet rasyidah, but *buzzer sound she didnt came.
neither did misran. -.-

so, was super happy to finally wear the uniform and lazing around in class
gossiping plus bitching with ayu and liza.
ahaha.
not forgetting. laughing out loud.
i ought to change that if i wan to join miss singapore universe in the future.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA!
no, im for real. im planning to start laughing a lil softer.
like giggling. like 'hehehehhehehe' giggle.
and our school participated in the torch relay, it was good.
good way of wasting time.
got our new time table.

and whoever set it, is one fucktard no brainer creation from god.
we will be dead hungry by recess time , which is btw! at 12pm.
' so please have your breakfast before coming to school '
yeah, and obviously we have time for that?!

so anyways, i'll change the topic since i dont wan to go to bed angry.
i just sort of got back from watching transformers,
you guys know riigghtt? the new one.
such a hoo-haa everywhere i go. -.-
like mj's death. ( rip btw )
it was great. like double the great , great.
it was funny, sad & action pack ( follow tv's voice over thingy )
and if bumble bee was human, he will be my loveeee. hahahah :)
im gonna spoil something for you guys,
OPTIMIS PRIME DIED. :(
sad, go cry.
hahahahahahhaha

im gonna head out now.
love ya and god bless. :)

2009-06-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

today i rot at home.
with him :)
and i honestly love him
* help me nabilah! im becoming you. ahhahaa

2009-06-27T03:06:00.001+08:00

loving my life. hahahhahahhaha
god! i love them both.
* day dream *
justin & usher - will you marry us qifah?
qifah - totally! :)

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
SERIOUS, IM CRUSHIN ON BOTH OF THEM MORE THEN EVER.

mother

2009-06-26T12:50:00.002+08:00

if i had known, wouldnt have buy you anything at all.
oh wait, i didnt
all the present you receive.
i didnt put in a cent for it.
which honestly now, i wont regret.
heck if im going to hell for doing this.

first off,
i didnt appriciate you waking me up just now.
making me do the cooking thingy.
i did it anyways cause i know you have work later on.
and you didnt appriciate that.
wanna try switching daughter for one week?
i bet you'll suffer ( interesting sight to see )
cause non of my friends out there will wake up to help their mother out the moment they wake up.
you poeple can call me a bad daughter for all you want
you're not in my shoe. you dont understand

Nagging at me even after and while im doing the work.
god. the knife could have be in your stomach by then.
reminding me not to finish up the food cause i've been doing that for most of my life.
fine i admit im that greedy.
but what you said after, was never nessesary
you told me not to get married in the future cause i got the,
selfish attitude plus im lazy.
staying single would be the best option for me ( i dont wan to end up like i know who )
what gives?!
if im going to marry someone, that someone would have known me inside out.
and if he still wan to marry me, its his choice.
and if he regret, again it his choices.
afraid if me going through a fail marriage?
look at yours first k?!

second,
you got into the nagging mood cause of food.
fine, i wont eat you food today.
nor am i talking to you.
yes, i watch tv, eat, and stare infront of the computer most of the days.
useless you said.
be fucking happy that im not always out! and asking you for money,
wen i do want to go out, you nag saying im always going out.
-.-
wen im at home, you say im a pig and how lazy i am.
JUST THE FUCK DO YOU WAN ?!
clean the freakin house? im not a maid. and i dont get paid to do so
even if i do go around doing the house work you will say
its not clean enough and i clean it up just like my face ( noticing how ugly i am )
if you are sooo concern about the people in the house not having enough food cause of me.
then i'll stop eating your food.
so you people can lead a happy and healthy lifestyle cause you have enough food to choke on and die.
_l_

the second after, you lower your tone and ask me about some letter.
god.
sick much.
i didnt understand a single word of the letter ( eventhough i did, i just said idk )
go ask you first daughter who is poly okay? she's smarter then me.
and i'll never get into a poly like you said.

you said dont make you angry.
who making who angry?!
you said if you had followed your heart, i'll be dead.
taking the knife and stabbing me ( trust me she said that )
try killing me, trust me . god doesnt love me enough to take me to ' heaven ' just yet
if i do make it through, you're going to jail. i promise.
i have this anger towards you. forever.
i know every child does, mine is different
i can go crazy thanks to this women whom i call mother.
and just fyi MOTHER, your son is as ugly as you
if you wan to complain someone is eating a hell load and making you die of hunger.
its him. have you notice the fats in the boy+girl body?

one more.
still the working issue.
youre still hoping im working every week cause of the money you'll get.
but being a hyprocrite you are, you go around whining you big ass of that you're dissapointed in me cause im still workin.
fuck it la women.
you bought me up, im a failure in your eyes.
its your failure too, not being a good mother.
bye

new skin

2009-06-25T21:41:00.004+08:00

i changed skin !
:) pretty dull, like me.
i know macam paham HAHA
okay, my day was completely the opposite of dull.
FINALLY! met my friends.
( gosh, my post seems very boring , dont sleep ah people )

i woke up at 11am , like always.
and i have to be in school at 12pm.
i didnt even rush, cause i thought i was going to be on time.
well, i did. but i rushed abit cause my CPS(insert heart shape) was already there.
reached bus stop, we got into a dilema!
wan to buy the bread or not. haha
decided not too cause both of us sakit perot
so, continue walking to school.
and fyi peeps~ it felt weird , wearing my school uni.
still i look hot as ever. HAHAHAHAHAH tak dapat ah

so, had my oral.
i wasnt even nervous at all?..
cause i got mdm nashitaaaaaa. :)
i love her new hair ! so red, so hot, like me. AHAHAHAH.
she loved my reading , like my picture , loved my convo.
i made both of the examiner laugh okaaay.
mana mau dapat candidate buat cikgu ketaweee~
we talked about our childhood.
and i got 31/40 for the whole thing
im satisfied , but i know i can do better.

AFTER SCHOOL.
wen to mac, we were actually waiting for kari and nats.
but they were taking too long cause they were the time keeper.
eh nats eh?.
eat and all. talked loud. laughed louder.
being a considerate singaporean and customers,
we find ourself being a nuisence over there.
we left and lime at our normal place to go after school.
bored and all, we play block catching.
hahahhahahaha. fun fun fun~ :)
i was the 3rd on to get caught out of 4 of us.
huahuahua. baik kan?

feeling feeling to cam whore.
sekali cam aku batt flat la pulak.
haiyo. -.-

okay bye peeps.

anak abdullah

2009-06-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

i honestly do not know how to start a post.
similar situation wen it comes to opening a sentence for composition.
well, both blogging and writting a compo works in an almost similar way.
:)

today,
i wen out with NUR SYAWALIZA BINTE ADBULLAH.
first time, since hols start.
and looks like that last too.
since hols are ending soon not much time left for each otherr, and my hols werent well spend.
stayed at home and work most of the time. -.-
no life.
and everytime i go out with her, no picture being taken.
reason? we talk to much. i dont remember any moment that we stopped talking.
okay wait, once, for 20plus mins.
cause i was sketching my d&t designs.
and yeah, she accompanied to do my d&t.
i cant study at home, too many distraction . plus having an inconsiderate mother like mine.
no work of mine will be done. pfft~

we talked ALOT.
i think, my stories and her are never ending.
from one topic lari to another resulting too..
we forget what we talking about at the first place. leading to frustration cause we cannot remember what we were blabbing about.
hahhaa. we both cuci mate for like half of the day.
i've not done that for a looooonnnggggg time. hah.
fun fun.

details? okay.
met her at 2plus pm at compass,
library to return some books of hers that she borrowed from the library,
trained to little india for threading session, ( this time mine look better comparing to the last session )
lunched at qi ji, LAKSA BABY!! nice nice.
walked to the national library,
stayed at study lounge,
did FIVE sketching,
iluma , ice cream session , old chang kee and finally home.
eat alot of junk today.
gosh!

i'll update pictures of my cousins, again, later.
bye peeps.
i got h1n1. yay no school for me. jealous?
hahahahah. * touch wood.

2009-06-24T03:34:00.004+08:00

from this :(
to this :)

2009-06-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

if we stay or walk away.
there's one thing that is true,
i still love you

abc's

2009-06-23T13:15:00.003+08:00

A - AVAILABLE: i guess.
B - BIRTHDAY: 24 august
C - CRUSHING ON: zeek's dslr
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: plain water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: SYAWALIZA ABDULLAH
F - FAVORITE SONG: let it go - brit & alexx
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears please.
H - HOMETOWN: SENGKANG!
I - IN LOVE WITH: myself.
J - JUGGLE: cant. -.-
K - KILLED SOMEONE: i killed an ant! *evil laugh
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: kampungku, melaka.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberries, hands down
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: Threee.
O - ONE WISH: pass o level's and be less lazy
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: IZY! or was it kak lin?...
R - REASON TO SMILE: i can smile without any reason.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: pictures of you - the last goodbye.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 11.30 am.
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: hahah. light shade of pink with hot pink tiger stripes.
V - VEGETABLE(S): yummy!
W - WORST HABIT: i dont now clean up my own mess at times.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: non.
Y – YOYOS ARE: some stupid thing that go up and down up and down. -.-
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: VI-VI-VI-VIRGO!

moving on

2009-06-23T12:28:00.003+08:00

proper updates okay?
cause i dont see anything thats gonna happen,
that will upsets me.

here is goes.
MUHD ZIKRI BIN ZAINUDIN IS A BITCH!
he bought a dslr, the screen can take out onne!!
asses.
nvm. :)
im gonna use him, like how he uses me. ahaha
*padahal tak pernah dia mempergunakan aku! HAHA.
so anywayss, im happy for you.
i'll be getting mine in, 4months? or 5?
after o's
anyways, i saw you bfffff. hakim.

for the past days i went out a lil' stay home a lil'
im not working for the whole week,
reason being i didnt ask for any shift. *dumb
anyways, i went for an attachment at jurong point.
the partners there super gerek, all funny funny.
but i shy shy. so yeah..
closing shift.
the store was pretty big in size.
they was still loads of time before the clock strike 2am.
so, smokey smokey talkey talkey homey homey.

wen out with cousins, fun of course.
they only friend i went out with during the hols was nabilah.
this ALWAYS happen during they hols.
i stay home alot!! comparing with some other friends.
i hate hols cause i turn into a no lifer. gosh~
i stay infront of the comp for like half of the day, doing nothing.

lets seee.. what else.
oh oh oh oh! i watched the proposal! 5/5!! must watch.
ghost of girlfriends past 4/5, the movie was kinda long winded.
still great though.

long enough? ahah
okay la bye.

henderson wave

2009-06-22T11:35:00.006+08:00

2009-06-22T11:34:00.001+08:00

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So dont promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So dont promise me

i love chris cornell.

2009-06-17T15:36:00.003+08:00

hello peepos.
i know i've not been updating for almost a week?
i've been rather lazy. (LIKE ALWAYS)
*kanye on teveee!
so, now i shall update.
about the most randomest stuff and places i went to for the pass days.
:)
*neyo on teevee
*keri on teevee

so, yesterday.
wen to henderson wave.
the place i've been dying to go but forgotten about that place after something happen.
:(
wen there with nini shiny, os osman bakar & lily dumb dumb.
well, basicly they are my cousin's.
im fa farker. :)
i love the place caaann!?
so high up. :)
nice view, wait! its wasnt nice it was beautiful!!
gosh!
perfect place for dating, but i bet it will be nicer night time. :)
then we went walking into some 'jungle' -.-
and it was already almost night time, so we walked fast to reach the train station before 8 or something.
then wen we were reaching the gate leading out.
i fell hard.
:(
its hurts alot. got wound one okaaay.
blood all. pfft~

during school just now, the blood oozed out through the plaster i had on
:(
pain
so anyways, pictures will be uploaded soon.
:)

not in mood for blogging.
bye,.

done, get over it.

2009-06-10T01:47:00.002+08:00

honestly, what you say hurt me deep down.
i dont think any mother out there would say this

' kau bernti blaja, keje sudah. '
' jangan nak masok poly pasal name and tak minat '
' kau gi ite sudah , save duit aku '
' kau jangan mimpi dapat duit extra bile kau masok poly '

you look down on me.
what you say matter, your my mother not anyone i dont give a fuck for.
its demoralizing.
you wan me to study and stop working
wen i dont work you will say ' kau tak keje?! '
what are you trying to say here?
and wen i tell you im going out to study you say ' kau gi blaja tak pernah bawak buku '
you tell me, who bring 5-10 books just to study?

and wen i say ' eh! np dekat ngan salvation army, boleh shopping '
i meant it in a _______ way.
its not like im gonna shop everyday there.
be reasonable.
you say ' aku dulu nak bende carik sendiri '
what am i doing now?
im working, i bought everything with my own money.
you? you demand money from me.

dealing with you, hell.
work? hell.
school? hell.
you make things worst.
im trying, but i cant do anything more.
you understand me mum? im trying real hard.
eventhough i dont show it.
im trying..
never good enough for you, i know.
and even the course i wan to go in to. you say no.

fuck it.
bye.

2009-06-06T11:37:00.004+08:00

doesnt matter how much gains, something is always lost - stefon toussaint

2009-06-05T16:26:00.004+08:00

honestly,
im the type of girl who would choose someone elses happiness,
rather then mine.
i dont like seeing myself cry or anyone in fact, especially when the reason it happen was caused by someone else.
im lazy, like a pig.
i have a middle rage self esteem.
i dont think im beautiful, though he said i am. :)
though i know, my inner beauty shine miles down the road
and if telling the truth would hurt, i'd lie.
i hate being a positon where i am left to choose.
i naive at times.
you dont know the real me, never will.
im sorry.

hello there. :)
i haven not been updating in a proper way, i know.
just that im tooo lazy and too caught with something else.
my days werent that interesting.
enjoyable doh.

as you might know,
we attended all kind of seminar, which is really helpful
if i had stayed awake through out it.
i wasted my freakin edusave on this! but it was fun.
the time i spend with them was like a found treasure bein spend wisely.
whatever i meant by thaaaattt! ahaha.
im really trying hard to improve my english. :)
and mother o level is over.
now, waiting for the results to come out is another issues.
have i talked about this before?
oh well, whatever
i hope you like all those pictures.

and i can feel myself changing by the second.
i feel alot more collected now, unlike last time.
i felt that i was a mess, now.. im doind better.
i guess you need a down time in your life , to learn and grow.
:)

gtg now.
love peeps.
happy hols... not

doesnt matter how much gains, something is always lost - stefon toussaint

ENGLISH SEMINAR.

2009-06-04T21:49:00.004+08:00

pictures

2009-06-03T17:27:00.003+08:00

like i said before.
literature seminar! :) had LOADSSS OF FUN WITH THEM!
doh all keep sayin ' aku takde duit uh' hahaha. its was great.
and we been limin' non stop for the pass days. :)
thanks STEFON for influencing me with this slangs.
haha.
i miss you. :)

it hit me

2009-06-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

The sanctity i found deep in your arms
It was a false alarm and it burns, yeah, it hurts
I lie awake at night and think of what we could have been if it worked
Then i chose to go our separate ways instead of meeting each other halfway
And if i had to choose boy, i'd have you by my side.

i still do... love.

its not fair

2009-05-30T20:06:00.002+08:00

hello people!
im sorry for the dead blog thingy.
too busy with life right now. haha.

FIRST WEEK OF HOLS.
monday - mother tongue o level's ( again! 3rd time taking it)
tuesday - literature seminar then d&t prac
wednesday - literature seminar part II then d&t prac
thrusday - english seminar , pay day , shopping and hopefully outing with abang rozku.
( his birthday was last thrusday, i hope you like the Topshop shirt liza and me gave you and also my card. so nowww, kau pangkat 'abang' laaaa. hahah)
friday - d&t prac ( afterwhich, make some plans with liza )

i need my belove friends around me right now.
though i dont believe in the word 'best friends' , they've been there ,every single one of them.
what miss zu said was right, we're real tight now.
the bunch of us....
Raaa, Nats, Yas, Zul, Fir, Nabs, Misran, Karina, Thaqifah, Liza and Rozaini
hilyah, in the process. hahahahha. * teringat inside joke*

work was hell just now.
i was so damn tired.
cause i only slept for 3 hours reason being i did closing the day before.
people came in like its their house ( well, technically.. we wan sb to be their 3rd home. haha )
hahah. its was actually my fault.
i was chatting with stefon.. st laaa you.

now,
sleepy but cant sleep just yet.
later at eight and will wake up at 11.
chat chat again.
bye people.

missing

2009-05-26T19:56:00.002+08:00

the reason we broke up is because,
the relationship is not in our control.
no one, not even you like to be controled.
i have not stop loving you.
i just cant go on with what we got cause i feel that,
no good outcome will come out of it.

i cant see myself being without you just yet.
thats why you're still here.
cause i want you to be here.
but hanan, if you really wan to leave.
i cant stop you. cause i have no rights.
i've change cause being stuck at where i was with you,
its wasnt a really nice feeling but i enjoyed and loved it.
controled, not by you but an asshole.

it hurts.
trust me it does
i guess, i will never get what i wan.
i've tried to work things out. but failed.
:(
one last wish, if you really are leaving.
tell me, i wish to send you off eventhough it will hurt.
just once, let things go my way and not his way

:D

2009-05-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

OH
MY
FUCKING
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CARACAL (s'pore local band which i adore!)
was at the store just now.
i was so happy that i was shouting and jumping inside
they were emo-ing though.
band meeting i guess.
whatever it is....

they cuteeeeee!

stufss

2009-05-21T15:27:00.002+08:00

you'll be happy i promise.

made my day

2009-05-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

hate

2009-05-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

i seriously hate the fact that i have to sit for O levels
pfft~
i was just day dreaming just now,
i gave it a serious thought about it.
i just really need to pass it all.
my english used to be sooooooooo good, but now?
failing. :(
my mother tongue is good, but not good enough.

thank god im off to tioman.
a break. :)
thus, first week of hols will be jam packed with school stuff.
and afternoon will be d&t.
stayed back just now, ask some stuff.
the outcome of that was.. many had to be done. -.-
nvm, suffer now. enjoy later.

I don’t know if I’ll ever tell you this story
I don’t even know whether we’ll have the chance
I don’t know if you’ll ever see me shaking like this
I’m not sure I can open my door to more…

2009-05-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

mundane

2009-05-18T22:32:00.003+08:00

hello. im back.
miss me? of course you did!
especially you ! yes you! the one reading this. haha

i've been busy.
worked for 10 hours on friday.
im working extra shifts this month for my trip next month.
GOD! im excited. :)
i did the lesson pretty well. :)
scuba scuba scuba!
bikinis out! (macam paham, padahal gi tioman je!)

passed my mid year exams btw! :)
english paper one pass bby! wohoooooo~
paper 2? insyallah fail. hahahha.
mother tongue pass but gotten my ass a big fat b3. :(
my studies are going down?
i have soooo much going right now,
i barely have time for myself. :(
but knowing myself im strong, i will break down, once and thats it.
life will still move on. :)

I was flyin, now Im crashin
this is bad, real bad.

i'll update more tomoro.
god bless ( aiman hanan rafi :) )

cuteness on top. hotness below. haha

2009-05-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

WATCH THIS BITCH!

2009-05-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

this movie moved me to tearssssss.
though the ending was difficult for me to except.
:(
its a wonderful movie.
it just frustrates me that radit have to go leaving jani.
though i hate the state they are living in and pray thing will go well for them,
they seem very happy.
and their love seem so strong, i envy that!
they have fun together, laugh together and go through tough time together.
just watch it k?
at youtube just type in 'radit dan jani'
:)

excited

2009-05-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

after school soya bean ice cream-ed with liza.
at school laugh our asses of, reason being misran was being 'attack' by shafiee.
kau kene whip bodoh ngan tu orang!!
that was hilarious people!!! ahhahahha.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTH DAY MY BELOVED BROTHER HO ZHAO KIAT.
even after 5 years of being together, i still love you. HAHAH
:)

IM SUPER EXCITED FOR MY DIVING TRIP!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

i seriously have no idea what i did.
my pay for this month is left with 20bucks!
god!! im poor. hahaha.
but seriously, i like money.
i love hanan :)

went out today.
so mama ana, after soooooooo long.
she look kinda the same. ahha
long story short.
had fun.
bought contact lens. thats all.

okay bye.

i used to belive that silence was golden

2009-05-11T13:25:00.002+08:00

my neck is killing me.
its has a very weird feeling.
i feel that the pain is coming from some veins that will and can snap anytime.
resulting to lost of ability to walk and stuff.
not that im wanting it to happen.
it just hurts alot!

my weekend was well spend.
with family and whoever worked on those 2 days.
i hate public holidays, dont get me wrong. haha
i hate it cause humans will flood the store till late night.
making closing difficult for me! -.-
:)
but had fun! like alot of fun. haha.
thats for friday and saturday.

sunday.
mothers day.
kakak and izz bought a mug with a design 'super mum' on it.
it will be really useful cause ayah bought a french press for her later on that day.
and yes, STARBUCKS french press.
:)
and yes, which means i will always bring home coffee grinds every month
so people, if you wan a taste of good coffee, do come by my house.
HAHAHHA
oh! yeaaaaa. mothers day was spend with cousinsss, auntiesss and uncle.
and we took loads of pictures using fad's new casio 10.1 megapixel camera.
which i am envy of! pfft~
and you guess it! its with him! and it will take months to get it. hahahahha
kan fad kan?
if you are reading this laugh.!
da bace blog F-----?
hahahahhahaha
k bye people

pay day

2009-05-07T17:40:00.002+08:00

today is pay day!
but my pay is like pathetic.
im quitting my job soon.
sad kaan? :(
but i need to priorities, my studies is first.
and if work is taking most of the 'free' time i have.
im going no where for my o level.
which i must do really well at.
:)
I WILL GO INTO THE INDUSTRIAL DESIGN COURSE AT NGEE ANN OR NANYANG BY NEXT YEAR!!!

during school hours.
liza decided to live school early cause she really need to shit.
but refused to shit at the school toilet
and chose to go home. leaving me in school, alone.
ahha.
well, today was okay i guess.
the lessons all.

after school,
when to compass pointey with nabs, nats and raaa. :)
they accompanied me to popular, cause i badly need a file
to sort out all my notes.
so, i bought 2 ring files and 2 dividers. :)
and, raaa bought some perfume from body shop.
splurge ehhhh raaa! ahha
but it was on sale, soo okay laaa tuuu! hahha :)
god damn it!
body shop got sale, out fitter girls also sale.
ohhh geee~ i wonder if la senza is having sale also.
hahahhahahah!
k i sooo need to stop buying all those expansive lingerie
:)
thats what mum say.

okay bye.
i need to sort out my notes and stuff.

last

2009-05-06T16:59:00.002+08:00

fussin', that all we have ever done for tha pass days.
im a lest bit happy for that.

i've told my part.
you've told yourself.
still, we're not okay.
i miss the old days. will it ever come back around again?
im sorry, i've hurt you.
and you said im not the only one hurting.
it sucks doesnt it?
you in physical pain now cause of me.
doesnt seem fair.

this part of the relationship is not fun.
i dont know what to do.
i dont think i have that much of time.
im sorry.
i still do love you.. a lil bit less then before.
but i still do.

the girl body is to die for!

2009-05-06T16:25:00.002+08:00

bye bye math teacher

2009-05-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

2009-05-04T22:22:00.001+08:00

most of my face is the 'thaqifah ifa is tired face'
okay bye.
mother's day is this sunday.
remember k people. :)

more to come okay?
so anyways, the pictures are from
ehub(movie) - simpang :)
bye

251th post

2009-05-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

honestly, reading one of my friends blog makes me happy.
i dont know why!? it just does. :)

and soo,
my days was fun.
with an exceptional of the english paper i sat for today.
and people! reading do help on improving your language.
so go on, read!
take it from me! someone who thought reading was just a word,
and not a actualy action.
:)

after the paper changed and when to play scoccer.
ya i knooow! MACAM PAHAM MAIN BOLA!!
well, we didnt really played scoccer we just kick the ball around
and get this! the ball was air-less and dont bounce!
-.- thanks adam. NOT!
and then, had the truth game session.
i love that game, i knew myself and the rest alot more.
hahhaaha.
naughty naughty!

pictures will be up.
bye.

2009-05-01T14:40:00.002+08:00

im missing hanan badly. :(
australia has a big number of swine flu cases.
he left singapore feeling sick.
im afraid he cant get back here by sunday. :(

im working later on.
parents sister and brother went swimming.
:)
yeap. im alone at home.
i know!
some may say
'soooo brave!? you can stay home alone after watching jangan tegur!?'
yeap! hahah. cause its 2 in the afternoon, so it aint that scary
haha.
the movie was superb! scary to the max.
lost count on how many times i shouted in the teather!
you guys should watch! catch the mid night show like we did.
haha. :)
pictures will be updated soon!
highlight of the day was the 17 popcorn in line. haha.
you guys will know what im talking but once i get the picture alright! :)

tooddles.

hana!!!!!

2009-04-30T17:04:00.002+08:00

hana hana banana!!!!
beep me the moment you get this okay?
EMERGENCY! i swear i swear!
important like siao!

daily

2009-04-29T17:09:00.002+08:00

hello.
today school was fun. bored. and sad.
fun - played bingo during math class
bored - one word, LITERATURE!
sad - mrs yap second last day! :(
its truely sad.

though i did hate her once for not pushing me like mr micheal did.
i realise months back she wanted me to push myself. :)
she is a wonderful teacher.
soo skinny. haha. :)
goona make her a farewell card later.

tomoro i will be having my malay mid year.
still going home at 1plus , no logic to that.
pfft~
but yay-ness can bring a small back instead of the back pack.
and later that freaking nigh!
im all excited bout this, ahahha
WATCHING MOVIE WITH COUSINSSSSSS!
watching the jangan tegur movie.
many say scary. :)
even if its not, im gonna have a great company!
and friday HOLIDAY
:)

till here.
bye people.

2009-04-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

im pissed!

2009-04-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

are you enjoying this?
me not being in your life.
pfft.
bye

2009-04-25T19:20:00.003+08:00

today is the most boring saturday in my whole entire life.
i will remember this date till i die.
yes! im that serious bout this being the most boring day.
and no!im not over thinking/exegerating this!'

and i finally have time for you.
you aint here.

BORED BIG TIME

2009-04-25T13:22:00.001+08:00

goshhy.
i feel like going out on my own now.
:)
used to this.
its fun at times, can do self reflection.

work yesterday was fun!
all the partners went blur after 8pm.
haha.
izy started the whole thing first.
then follow by zarina and me.
and lastly darly.
yesterday's crowd was busy busy!
at 11pm, there was still a que. imagine that!
and i took my own sweet time doing closing with izy.
my knees hurts and my back too.
maybe i should invest on a massage chair.
but i will still put my dslr as my first priority. ahha. :)

school was gerek!
first 3 periods , non of the teacher came.
:)
and yes, i slept. haha
well, half of the class did uh!
planned for the class tee design. its in the process now.
and im in charge! :)
lets see, liza didnt came.
and she was 4th to wish my 13th anni. :)
sweet sweet.
eventhough she was shitting her ass out at home cause of diarohea.
she still think of me. touched! hahaha.

and yes,
HAPPY 13TH ANNI BBY.
youre not around for almost 3days now.
i know i should be missing you and all.
but honestly, im alot more angry then missing.
are you to freaking busy to even sms me?
a book says, ' guys who use the word busy always are assholes '
maybe true?
i know you say you'll be busy these few days.
but not even a single sms?
well done.
bye.

2009-04-22T20:18:00.001+08:00

I WAN TO WATCH MOVIE.

bored

2009-04-22T19:46:00.003+08:00

hello!
im back for a short while aje. :)
hana asked me to blog about something.
anything so that my blog look so dead,
but i really hana . my life is currently dull cause of o's.
no life. pfft~
how was yours? haha famous now.

okay.
so after school stayed back to go through vectors with karina
and then to compass for a lil while to find some revision booklet.
though i have not buy it. i will get it soon.
hmm.. i wan to get foot massage! wee~
cause my leg is killing me.

just a random thing!
i bought a nike slipper pink colour!
39DOLLARS for a stupid slipper!
ahhaha
but lawa okay

bye now. :)

go enjoy the gifts. i know i gave you nothing.

2009-04-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

its my 241 post.
big deal?
yes it is! haha.
i used to live there , right opposite the house im living in now.
rather dumb uh?
but heyyy! shifting was a piece of cake.
yummy! haha.
so my days was kinda normal?

except for PE
had to do napfa, and just fyi! i pass everything.
i have yet to take 2.4km, not looking forward to it either.

right after school when to compass point with...
get ready for this...!
SYAWALIZA tercinta. (ohhhh rhyme!)
haha, i knooow! i hang with her practically every single day.
and boy oh boy! everyday is hectic with her.
love love.
she bought this vcd/dvd of some chinese dance show.
'kung fu hip hop' ahah.
sounds dumb. the all there moves are wonderful.

hmmmm.
what else?
OH YES! im fucking working tomoro.
bad bad news.
i gotta find someone to cover for me ASAP!
bye people. :)
pray for me please!

2009-04-18T14:29:00.004+08:00

im going shopping tomoro

2009-04-16T18:31:00.003+08:00

hello. :)
thats right, im going off shopping tomoro.
maybe alone?
my days in school was a sleepy one.
i stayed awake for mother tongue, d&t and physics.
math and english, slept.
im kinda tired for no reason.
pictured different day la okay. :)

i just feel like you've change.
i hate your sarcasticness.
i hate all your accusation.
i know im not perfect,
but i dont think i have ever really poke accusation right in your face.
it hurts.
i love you.

days

2009-04-14T16:30:00.003+08:00

hello. :)
i didnt attend school today.
reason being im having headaches.
like my one and only aiman hanan. :)
oh! yea yea.
skipped napfa and 2.4 this week, aint so sure for long though.
i have not been blogging properly like this for the pass weeks.
:)
i think? or is it days? doesnt matter.
pictures of camps will be out soon? i guess?
ahha

lets see.
saw a ducati monster weekssss back.
hot babe! aha.
bby's dream bike.

and gotten a few of my mid year results.
bad bad bad.
pass d&T and mother tongue only.
the rest fail. maybe? ahh
holy, i know its bad dont rub it in.
but people! my math, is improving! :) usually im gettin single digit.
now? i got 20! haha. i know still bad..
but hey! improvedddd

i want to to taka, tamp 1, bugis and far east!
lets go bby lets go! :)
bye now

2009-04-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

friday, come soon

2009-04-08T16:43:00.001+08:00

my day is going to be tiring.
how i know?
i got magic power. -.-
tak laaa.
school was utterly draining.
morning, breakfast with liza.
had bk after a loooooonnnnngggg time.
headed to school next. hated that.
after school had english mock exam which i know i will fail
hahaha.
buat separuh hati sahaja.

okay well..
i've signed up for the scuba diving trip during the june hols.
and already send the for
hopefully i will get in.
first 30 will get through. :)
i've traveled to most part of malaysia, but never tioman. :)
excited.
scuba diving is on my things to do before i die.
:)

pictures

2009-04-02T19:50:00.003+08:00

upcoming bday

bored during lesson

again, bored

otw back to school

he loves the water i tell you, lenny

me and nabs

karina and nabs

YES! they got swimming pool there!

eric!

the kids

again :)

karina may devadas

new skin

2009-04-02T19:32:00.003+08:00

honestly, i love myself
HAHAHAHAH
tak la.
im bored.

not many know this,
but the literature students visit a school for the disable.
well, they have many children there.
from the multiple disable kids and severe disable kids.
but for us, we visited the autistic kids. :)
they are really cute.
its pretty amazing to me that the little things made them happy.
playing the xylaphone and simple games.
and lastly swimming.
im rather happy that i was there.
i can see myself volunteering there. :)
or even taking up child physcology in poly.
but i already have dreams so, we shall see.

pictures will be up.

and mr rasyidin have not been attending school.
learned nuts abtu chemistry for the pass days. ahha.
we decided to be lame today, we as in the 5n3 girls.
for everyone who wants to enter the classroom they will have to say a password.
which is 'every 5n3 girls is pretty' ahaha
and i do not look like a cat misraan!!! PFFT~

tomoro i got dance camp! wee~
excited.
sec one kids, you die!!
hahah. :)
liza bday is coming soon.
6th april, many things coming her way.
ont mind spendin a lil bit more for that day.
outing for the both of us.
she got no ides what i have plan.

okay bye people!

thun thanakorn!!!!

2009-03-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

STAR

2009-03-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

hello.
pictures are up finally.
not all though.
if you guys nak, tell me aite? :)

well,
school today was fun.
P.E today was a torture!
had to run 1k, 40push up, 40 situp and sprints.
haven do that for very long time.
eh! but still not bad okaaaay!
1k, 6mins! baik kan? hahah.
and so, after school i wen to tamp to study.
i really did study okaaay!
chemistry, did my whole brain notes. :)
studied at starbucks. i tell you! the place sumpah lawa!
so big ! much more sitting place and stuff. :)
thus, the partners aint friendly. :(
oh oh! nampak abg an! haha.
well, at first jana uh then him.

:)
liza came out with something.
STAR - Syawaliza , Thaqifah And Rozaini.
they were the one who accompany me to study just now.
and i bought something.
though rozaini bought it for me first, i'll be paying him back next week.
today last day of sale laaa. so die die must bye.
lawa babe!
k bye. ahha

continue with science now.
hoping to get double digit this time. ahha

5n girls. 2 missing though

2009-03-30T19:55:00.007+08:00

tribute to a few. ahahha. :x

ac ac

nabs and karina

school logo. lawa kaaaan?! haha

break-ing.

karina may devadas

meet liyun? and walterrrr. eh eh. ahha

i love her, she love me. :)

shida, nabs and nats

liza and nabs

i got portuges blood. ahha

hello

2009-03-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

hey.
comp tak nak read my sd card
no picutes. soon k?
bye

winners control their emotion

2009-03-27T22:56:00.002+08:00

hello.
im back again. -.-
i love today session and yesterday. :)
i somehow know myself now.
ad i promise to say i love you to ibu everyday. :)
sweet uh?

since today was the last session.
we took lots of picture.
its not like we . you know .
stay in school for 13 hours everyday.

lesson learned?
i use have very lil belief in myself.
but now, im gonna change that.
no one can do that. but only me.
not even my mum! or dad.
im not going to waste my dad's money paying for my o paper
and flunking it.
no no! thats the old me. :)
the new me is here. :)
i really have set goals for myself!
LA SALLE! HERE I COME!!! :)

pictures?
okay coming right up.
bye

leave this like this.

2009-03-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

i like talking to walls.
whats the best? sms-ing one.
gerek kan?
FUCK NO!

soo, today was pretty much marks the day im gonna work my ass of to that bloody O level.
so pump up! i do pray hard this motivation is going to stuck with me through out the years.
finishing a whole science book in 1 month sounds great.
im learing that tomoro.
and now, im a faster reader!
HAHAHA
and after today course i wished that i was never born.
that drama okay people
if your school is sending you to this adam khoo talk
you better bring your ass there.
its damn good i tell you!
make you realise how messed up you really are.
and .. god im gonna cry
soo bye.
hahaa. :)

i got teary eye today

2009-03-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

im back after .... 14 hours of school.
:)
i had fun. LIKE ALOT OF FUN.
except for wen the second lecturer came in,
he freakin shouted at jeffery.
which i think was pretty unreasonable. poor him. :(
first lecturer was fun! gary?
he was freakin funny i tell you, and he understand women.
suprising, typical man. haha. i like it wen he said tha.
TYPICAL MAN!
and his stupid jokes and story sumpah kekek sisterr!

oh food,
provided for dinner. sedap!
hhahaha.
and i LOVE the last lesson.
i feel like the whole sec 5 bonded.
oh the 2 groups were bj(blowjob) and cs(cock steam)
cs won, me group. smart much of people i tell you.
see how horny they are.. like REALLY. haha
but we had fun though.
and i can read real fast.
im beyond average reader.
hahaha
and the last part, the reflection, i got teary eye.
ahhahah! dont ask me why. wen i dd eventually cried.
AHAHAHAHAH! shut up people!

okay
im excited about tomoros lesson!
and oh! my phone is sick.
i charge superful semalam then the next day i woke up,
batt flat!
i had to bring my charger along.
and mind you! i had to stand beside a trashbin and in between toilet
just to let it charge!
okay bye. haha

my 224th post. hehe

2009-03-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

2009-03-24T17:10:00.002+08:00

:)
happy first year anni to us. :)
i love you alot more now.

and uh..
I LOVE MY FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL
reason? many teacher wasnt in school
haha.
i slept for 2 periods.
the one and only period which we studied was mother tongue.
i love cikgu lina can?
she is the most gerek-est teacher EVER!!

today is like.
boring nak ------!
one reason all the teacher came. haha.
and the canteen serve very stupid food.
tasteless and expensive!
pfft~
ice cream-ed after school
heheh.
best best.
and wen i got home. i cam whored alone.
i shall up load it laterrrr.
haha.
will be home super later for the next days..
cause im having a day camp in school, looking forward to it.
and thanks to this camp, friday = no work!
the camp ends at 9pm everyday. soooo. can i bring my phone charger along?
hahaha. :)

okay bye ppl. :)

2009-03-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

esok sekolah akan bermula.
saya tidak (look forward to it)
dan dalam masa tiga bulan saya akan menduduki
peperiksaan peringkat O' bahasa melayu.
sebab itulah saya bertutur sebegini.
hoho! selamat hari natal.
k da mepek.

im bored.
my phone has been ringing non stop.
too many weird call.
and thank god my prepaid low,
so i dont have to pick those call up and entertain them
but for those whom i know and i didnt pick up your call.
im sorry dory strawberry.

uhh.
yesterday wen to singapore expo.
fun! uh-uh!
bought and high cut shoe.
as i said before.
saw alfian. haha. long time no see.
okay bye.
hanan da online weeeee~

wohoo

2009-03-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

i beli new shoe! :)
happy sekali.
k bye. haha.

i wan! i nak! aku mahu!!

2009-03-20T17:44:00.000+08:00

hehehe!
nak nak nak

stronger.

2009-03-19T16:47:00.003+08:00

hello.
i wan to go to vivo. :(
i wan to quit school and go to ite.
hahahha.
in order to do that, i need to be dead or get kicked out of school.
oooohhh. thats an idea.
im bored.
im working tomoro.
7-closing. and thats it.
gave my saturday shift to that poor shakir. haha.
i know my blog song sungguh basi. but i dont care.
nice kan? haha. :)

ibu cooked rawon. like -.-
i hate that dish.
cause it taste sooo bland. pfft~
and i mimpi my gigi patah.
you guys should know what it means.
once i dreamed that, ibu's friend dad passed away.
god, i hope it no one close.
i used to think thats bullshit. the dream and all.
but i really did expirence it.
soo, i hope.. its no one close.
or just maybe. it is bullshit all over again.

i got random pic to upload later on.
okay bye.

5n3 class tee

2009-03-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

you like?
well, i kinda like it. :)
changes will be made.
instead of the 'i' , i think we can change it to 'we'
and behind of the shirt . on the top left hand.
our class name will be there.
and the words colour will be change to gold.

our names?
do you think that its a must?
cause every class is doing that.
plus, we know each other.
i bet they would love out one in a million shirt.
comments please. :)

2009-03-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello.
well, lets see.
monday, coffee presentation.
had fun fun fun! :)
and tuesday, which is today.
did nothing for the half of the day.
untill mum got back from work.
wen to ikea.
shopped for a frame.
then, giant. :)
its just us family.
okay. bye.

life

2009-03-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

i dont know.
many has happened for the past three days.
i have one good news for those poly kids.
starbucks is starting this promotion called 'students loyalty card'
you'll get discounts and stuff.
cant tell you in detail..
got to the nearet starbucks store for more infomation
hah.

and i would like to thank toni braxton for saving my relationship.
haha.
bye.

coffee presentation laterrrr.
:)yes again.
hahaa

i wont be blogging for 3 days or more

2009-03-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men

You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are the Communicator

You are a collector and facilitator of knowledge. You love storytelling and teaching.

You light up when you're around other people, and you especially light up in front of a crowd.

You are a charismatic person who's genuinely a joy to be with. You remind others to have fun.

You love life, and you're wake up grateful for every new day. This attitude makes the people around you love life as well.

What's Your Life's Mission?

You Are Very Happy

Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day.

And you don't need a quiz to tell you that!

You know how to find pleasure in the little things...

And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective.

How Happy Are You, Really?

You Are 21% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.

But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

You Are Clam Chowder

You are cynical and a bit provincial. You don't trust what's new or trendy.

You are also indulgent and hedonistic. You like rich foods, and you would never count calories.

You are not a big cooker - or a big foodie. Food is not complicated for you.

You eat what's comfortable. And what's from a box or can. You're very low maintenance.

What Kind of Soup Are You?

You Are Coffee

You are highly ambitious and goal oriented. You feel like there isn't enough time in your day to get it all done.

You are outgoing and creative. You love talking with people, thinking up crazy plans, and then acting immediately on them.

When it comes to caffeine, you'd like a refill. You can almost always use an energy boost.

Life is too short. You're going to get as much out of it as you can. You live for today.

Are You Coffee or Tea?

why arent i in most of the picture

2009-03-13T14:09:00.005+08:00

to my one and only AHR.

2009-03-12T16:16:00.001+08:00

proper post

2009-03-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

hello.
im positive that im gonna type in a proper post,
which i have not been doing for a very long time.
:)

my days has been really exhausting.
school is very draining.
and i might be taking up tution soon,
i really need help in science and math.
im doing okay with my humans, d&t, english and mother tongue. :)
im looking forward to the 30 mins dance marathon.
i would love it oh so much if i can join.
:) hopefully.
and tomoro is sports day. kinda looking forward to it.
so, nvmd need a runner for the cca relay.
i ran last year, won third. haha.
but this year ms zuu say i shouldnt run. ahha.
but nats wan me too. hoho.
honoured. :)

oh yeah!
had a family chalet last week?
i think?
well, its was fun and all.
wen i came at about 3 they were still playing cards.
while the aunty indulged in the cakes i bought. haha.
and so, at 4 plus am.
we were dead bored.
we = me, kakak, girl, hidayah, fir and fad.
so while eating, yes eating . haha.
i suggested bowling.
all agreed, i paid for it.
:)
i won, well, against fir that is.
hahha.

what else?
.......
oh yes.
yesterday people throw a SCHOOL BAG AT ME.
they thought it was a joke, i didnt take it that way.
its rude. but its okay now.
today, some stupid NORMAL TECH students threw a water bottle up in the 'sky'
landed on my head, yes funny.
try having a taste of the pain.
i know who you are. i think?
im gonna slap you soon.
stupid normal tech kids.
no offence to the other tough.
those student should be in the boys home,
so they will learn soon disipline.
FUCKERS.

im done.
long kan? haha.
and aiman hanan rafi is way nicer then aiman hanan putra.
bye.

back.

2009-03-11T19:08:00.001+08:00

okay.
dance rocked my pantied.
school sucks.
home. wee~
i felt a bit better after school, alone time.
:)
bye now.
ahahhaha.

sakura, cgh & tamp.

2009-03-07T14:11:00.002+08:00

save me.

2009-03-07T14:06:00.003+08:00

well, yesterday.
straight home after school for me. cause no one really wanted to hang around.
and i had to work later on that day.
so work i was after sleeping for only 1 hours.
i find it hard to sleep at times, i will spend alot of time thinking.
:(
i love working sometimes cause it makes me REALLY tired and i will sleep,
like magic.
it stops me from thinking.
plus, i get to creat drinks. :)
i'll come out with new recipe okay friends and cousins? :)

school have been devastating.
i keep on failing. :(
except for d&t which finally is taking off.
but for math and science, im screwed.
i wan to ask my teachers for help.
but im too lazy. pfft~
and oh, no suprise i gain weight.

my blog is lacking of pictures.

later,
im working.
after which abg farhan will pic me up to bring me over to pasir ris.
for aliah's bday.
im going to miss the ice cream cake. :(
and i hate wearing helmet.
flat hair fuck.
bye.

2009-03-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

4 days

2009-03-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

after school.
wen to compass to check gaji, unfortunately nothing.
hah.
after that me and karina wen to the music store,
i bought like 6 guitars picks. a bday gift. :)
AMY! yes, im making the card. haha. :)

after that. wen home.
but wen out again soon after,
met izyani hanani. :)
i SWEAR i love her till death do us apart.
i swear i can cry talking to her. :(
i feel you, you feel me.
i'll meet up with you like tomoro again okay?
since your working till 6.
i'll go to work extra early. :)

im gone now.
i have math hw and eng waiting.
but i dont see myself doing it.
haha.
bye.

2009-03-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

if natasha love bp(brad pitt).
i love bw(bruce wayne).
hahahahahah :)
i just find him extra hot gitu la kan.
hahaha
okay im done blogging.
bye. :)

i dont know, i feel different

call me mrs bruce wayne.

2009-03-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

im feeling a lot better now.
:)
no more medicines i hope. :)
i hater waking up wen i was fast asleep either to vomit or shit.
hahahahah!
:)
im feeling rather down deep inside.
but i dont know how to express it though.
okay bye.
gotta go to school early tomoro for my english re-test.
and physics which i know im gonna fail.
haha.
so bye bye to wake up at 10.
pfft~
i hate test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im smart, i can make it.
hahaha. macam paham je.
okay bye.

where were you when everything was falling apart ?

2009-03-03T16:06:00.001+08:00

saturday, worked,
sunday, outing with cousins. sakura.
pictures will be up soon.
monday, school, sick, wen home early, visited the doctor.
today, sick still.
fuck.
bye,

old music - good music

2009-03-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

2009-02-28T16:52:00.001+08:00

the song.

2009-02-28T14:05:00.003+08:00

this song is really sweet. haha
cause me and kakak is to sing our hearts out to this song wen we were little.
it was on air yesterday? wen we were in the cab.
we wen to mustafa. :)
buy beras. ahha.

im just so use to everyone being dissapointed in me.
not one but a million time.
many gave up on me since, forever.

i was upset alot of things that day.
you remembered?
i love to do whatever i did that made you upset.
those wasnt mine.
i had no choice.
bye.

MY 200TH POST. *clapssssss

2009-02-27T14:15:00.009+08:00

i'll be working.
anyone miss me, come down to my work place okay?
i'll be more then please to make you a drink. haha

i miss izy. :(

me , my lady gaga shades & zarina

everything look distorted under water. im like big foot.

makan ah makan!

this is joy.

dinesh & alexxx.

places

2009-02-26T18:00:00.002+08:00

marina barrage,
anderson wave,
singapore flyer,
ice skating,
gelare,
many more.
i wanna go. :(

i hate

2009-02-26T16:55:00.002+08:00

i hate this part right here...
ahha.
okay serious matter.
i hate it wen i put ALOT of efford on something,
and then like cb! i fail in the end.
:(
so i guess, i wont since even wen i put in efford.
it never pays off.
:(

my day is pretty much horrible.
im in no mood.
my post is getting shorter by day.
im working for the next 2 days.
sunday off to sakura.
see, im dono with my post for the next 3 days.
the wheater is like fuck!
i was stuck at the busstop opposite my house for half an hour cause i didnt like bring along a fucking umbrella.
im so fucked up la.
i give up on myself. :(

a friend of 4 years soon to be 5 said that.

2009-02-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

it pretty obvious that you're gonna leave

2009-02-25T21:11:00.002+08:00

basicly today was pure boredom.
math test, which i think btw! im goona fail.
like i made alot of mistake.
:(
die ah die!
i like totally cut my fringe.
i was very annoyed by it for the past days.
and today is finally the day that i've got the guts to cut it.
yes, by myself.
i wan to cut bangs, buts its over rated. *think of minah's
i wan to cut like katy perry, cause my hair is as thick as hers. but i know my luck, and i know i wont look like that.
haha.
okay im gonna go now.
and i wan mdm nashita to teach me lit back again.
:(

pictures

2009-02-24T18:09:00.016+08:00

this is only like half of it.
the rest is with dinesh!
the swimming picture , unglam oness all with him
pfft!~

shaz,kecik,me and my new bf IZYAN HANANI

i was looking at the screen. -.-

feeling model.

smoking hot

us.

ahfook aka alex.

happy 11th

2009-02-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

I made the greatest discovery
Of mankind
You define the existence of love
And I found it in you
Searched my whole life through
So rare but so true
The definition of love is you